Erina (5eme et dernière partie) - Histoires de Sexe

Erina (5eme et dernière partie)

Dear Tom.

You woke up because you found this letter and you're reading it. I'm sorry. I'm not a girl who makes jokes. I'm not a girl who tells lies. You're all alone now, aren't you? You've understood. And I already told you this night. I'm a free bird and I don't want any roots. So I ran away from you. I know, I know. You may be disappointed. You're gonna recover. I'm sure about it. Tom. Let me live. Let me run my own life now. Leave me alone. I've already been far from you. I used to be a girl you met. I used to be a girl who made love with you. But now, I'm Erina again, me, myself and I. I'm the secretary of the lawyers' big office in Tirana. Please, forget all about me. Okay, it was a very great one love affair night. But now let's run our own lives, don't we? I'm aware you're gonna be upside down, Tom. I'm so sorry. But understand me. Just... understand me. Sympathise.

The sex was... fucking awesome. I may be paradoxal and I'm aware about it. I will remember. You are a gentleman and you made me feel like I was the only one. I felt like I was your girl or even your wife. As I told you when I wanted you to fuck my ass, sex is my drug. Tom. You could see it through your eyes. My tits and my ass... My heart and pussy... My soul and my mouth... I didn't pretend at all. I swear. As I told you about my fancy on French love songs, deep feelings touch me and I don't pretend. I didn't pretend. Now, Tom, let me live. Let me be this free bird I've been. I know you're gonna ...

... be disappointed. I know you're gonna hate me, even, maybe, Tom. Just... Let me spread my wings again. Let me be a free bird, please. You're no love of mine. And I may be out of Croatia while you're reading this letter. I have no regrets. But meanwhile, I will remember this night forever.

Please, forgive me, Tom.

I hope you'll meet another woman who will really deserve you...and love you. Sincerely.

Take good care of you, Tom.

Farewell.

Erina

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Cher Tom.

Tu es réveillé étant donné que tu as trouvé cette lettre et que tu es en train de la lire. Je suis désolée. Je ne suis pas une fille qui fait des blagues. Je ne suis pas une fille qui raconte des mensonges. À présent, tu es tout seul. Tu as compris. Et je t'en ai parlé cette nuit. Je suis un oiseau libre et je ne veux pas m'attacher. C'est pourquoi je suis loin de toi. Je sais, je sais. C'est possible que tu sois déçu. Tu vas t'en remettre. J'en suis sûre. Tom. Laisse-moi vivre. Laisse-moi reprendre le cours de ma vie, maintenant. Va t'en. Je suis à présent déjà loin de toi. J'ai été une fille que tu as rencontré. J'ai été une fille qui a fait l'amour avec toi. Mais à présent, je suis Erina. Je suis la secrétaire du Gros cabinet d'avocats de Tirana. Oublie-moi, s'il te plaît. Ok, c'était une nuit d'amour géniale. Mais reprenons chacun et chacune le cours de nos vies respectives, tu veux bien ? J'ai conscience que tu vas être chamboulé, Tom. Je suis tellement désolée. Mais comprends-moi. Juste... ...